omg i cant believe tmr is the trip.
-frowns
from qazim's blog link, this is kahang!!
omg omg omg.
there's like an eco toilet(!!!!) horrors. ):
and everyone looks so happy there.
i hope i'll be happy too. ):
im wearing my fav pair of shoes that has survived years with me if it spoils there i'll just ...faint and shoot myself. ):
even though im pretty sure it'll get wet and i dont want it to.
-frowns.

but i think this is a good chance to finally throw away one of the many bags i have around the house so im bringing this awful backpack(gulps) for the climb and throw it away! (:

and i admit the sunset is pretty fine in the picture.
but.. the free swimming ducks and the early morning stuff.

im trying to get a positive outlook on this is really am. ):
sigh.
AND once again amy's in my group.
i think nathan purposely did this to us.
it's like she's everywhere where i go.
but this time im determined to try to be civil and nice and not have conflicts because i think she's really nice sometimes and funny to talk to.
plus im going to have to spend 4 days with her 24/7!
after a year of pw through conflicts and all and all the baking i hope we really survive his eco camp properly.
so amy, this is a time for truce i guess.


im viewing the camp photos as in the link above on repeat.
it's depressing me
also the fact the im not with zac and pa and qazim and all.
but thanks God that i at least have biqi(!) (: and uh hahaha kiajin.
and pa and zac are in A2.
im in A1 so not as bad.


but im going to try t make this camp fun and not moan or whine.
yes yes shiyun a farmer already.


i also realise that i might get burnt and not tan(as usual) and that it might/will rain and the tent(yes we're sleeping in tents!) will flood.
oh joy.
good good.


on a lighter note, i went shopping with my mom and sis on fri. (:
get some new clothes for the korea trip.
and i got SEVEN new books.
(: (: (:
-Where Rainbows End by Cecila Ahern
-The End Of Innocence by Moni Mohsin
-For One More Day by Mitch Albom
-Mercy by Jodi Picoult
-The Pact by Jodi Picoult
-The Time Traveler's Wife by Aydrey Niffenegger
-The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger

im so glad i started reading again. (:
anyway i finished one book already and am 1/5 through my second.

so this blog will be on open hiatus till i come back from the.. kahang trip.

IM SORRY TOKTOK BEST FRIEND OF MY LIFE I CANT GO SHOPPING WITH YOU TODAY. ):
WE'LL GO WHEN I COME BACK OK SWEETS. (:


off to pack and.. see your new teeth! (:
bye folks.

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